My OCD came on when I was six and accidentally drank some weedkiller. My mother rushed me to the sink and my dad made me swallow salt water so that I was sick. It was dramatic and frightening but better, of course, than dying. From then on, I became obsessed with germs. Germs that wanted to do me a deep, personal and quite possibly fatal wrong. They were everywhere, but especially in crowds, on things in shops and on carpets. I refused to go barefoot anywhere, even at home. I edged round shops with my arms pressed fiercely against my sides, like a miniature hyperventilating guardsman. Any strange speck or mark in or on anything especially food could be toxic and was spurned by my ever-alert infant self.
Soon I began something which I now know is common in OCD sufferers, “catastrophising” that is, instantly envisaging the worst possible outcome to any given situation, no matter how innocuous.
I do that latter myself. Rather a lot of it, in fact. I couldn’t tell you how it started, though.
A commenter under the name “Carbon” says “Good story,” then adds: “But it would be better if the first letter of each paragraph were in alphabetical order.” Yes indeedy.