And it sucks even more, if they have to find you killed “messily” with knives or some such. I will admit that suicide CAN be a rational decision. But in those cases, planning is involved. Care is taken to be sure that a reasonably civilized method is used , and that family members can be reached, and that someone knows why it was done, and what you want done with your stuff, etc.
Yeah, a fat lot of trouble, and maybe that’s a good thing.